Welcome to my health blog. I am a 29 year old living with a range of strange and confusing medical symptoms and conditions including various functional/neurological disorders, Endometriosis, PCOS, Raynaud's Disease and seronegative Hughes Syndrome. This blog is to document my struggle with doctors and the impact these illnesses have on my life. I hope that in some small way, my experiences will give others who are in similar situations some sort of strength or some form of comfort. Thanks for visiting!

Some may question my choice of title but if you are ill constantly and seem to always have your brain on pain and discomfort that's making your life very difficult, you begin to feel that perhaps you are a hypochondriac or what's worse, that other people see you as one. Whether you are or not, you still feel pain, sadness, and dispair which brings me to this quote from Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows by J.K. Rowling:

"Of course it is happening inside your head, Harry, but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?" - Albus Dumbledore

Tuesday, 21 February 2012

Worry..

I know I shouldn't and it can't do me any good but thats the way I feel, and unlike the Drs seem to think, I can recognise when I am feeling anxious or worried.. and that time has been tonight. I'm getting nervy twinges in my face and really sharp, intermittent pains in a few parts of my legs. I wish I could at least have an idea what is causing all this then I wouldn't be worried that I could conk out at any given moment. I'm assuming that I had all that contrast wash round me today and if there had been any problem, something would have been picked up. My stupid body.. I want it to work better so that I can get out of this hole of poorliness and actually live my life.
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