Welcome to my health blog. I am a 29 year old living with a range of strange and confusing medical symptoms and conditions including various functional/neurological disorders, Endometriosis, PCOS, Raynaud's Disease
and seronegative Hughes Syndrome. This blog is to document my struggle with doctors and the impact these illnesses have on my life. I hope that in some small way, my experiences will give others who are in similar situations some sort of strength or some form of comfort. Thanks for visiting!

Some may question my choice of title but if you are ill constantly and seem to always have your brain on pain and discomfort that's making your life very difficult, you begin to feel that perhaps you are a hypochondriac or what's worse, that other people see you as one. Whether you are or not, you still feel pain, sadness, and dispair which brings me to this quote from Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows by J.K. Rowling:

"Of course it is happening inside your head, Harry, but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?" - Albus Dumbledore

Wednesday, 22 February 2012

Dr B

Dr B's secretary called this morning as she had a cancellation for Monday and Dr B needed to finish his 'assessment'. I explained that I am in the process of having physical tests done and that I was not able to come on Monday morning anyway due to other appointments

Unfortunately Dr B arrived 40 minutes after the appointment time and I had to attend an emergency hospital appointment which was made earlier in the day due to worsening attacks. The distance is a problem and has already been discussed with Dr B during the last consultation as I cannot force my father to take yet more time off work for an appointment that seems to have no interest in helping my physical situation. I told him that I could only come to Sevenoaks when I was able to drive there myself so I am a little confused why his secretary phoned to ask me to go there.

The consultation last week lasted for about 30 minutes once he had arrived and the focus of the appointment seemed to be about my family and how old they are, what they did, rather than my current, rather alarming, symptoms. When he arrived, we had shown him a couple of recordings and photos taken during a couple of the episodes and explained that the situation and consistency of the attacks had worsened yet I did not feel i could go to D** A&E so we remain at home. He was rather persistent in knowing what I thought it was, having said that I was waiting on tests he then asked again. I'm not sure if the aim of this was to gain a self diagnosis but I am unsure how I can guess at my current condition without having any current test results or the appropriate consultants advice to go on. He did seem interested from the point of hypermobility but the majority of the time was spent asking about my life rather than the situation I was currently in.

There was no mention of further diagnostic tests yet he said his role was to determine if the matter was 'organic' or not. I'm not sure how someone does that without being able to rule things out through diagnostic tests. I have received no more appointments or diagnostic tests through from D** since my first discharge and the last scan I had was after the second attack. No investigations have been done in the mean time.

The aftercare from D** seems to be a psychiatrist and a physiotherapist. The physiotherapist does not know what direction to take as the attacks happen so frequently and we are awaiting the results of private tests and consultations. The psychiatrist is unable to make his initial diagnosis based on a discussion and nothing further can be done until I am able to travel to Sevenoaks.

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