Welcome to my health blog. I am a 29 year old living with a range of strange and confusing medical symptoms and conditions including various functional/neurological disorders, Endometriosis, PCOS, Raynaud's Disease
and seronegative Hughes Syndrome. This blog is to document my struggle with doctors and the impact these illnesses have on my life. I hope that in some small way, my experiences will give others who are in similar situations some sort of strength or some form of comfort. Thanks for visiting!

Some may question my choice of title but if you are ill constantly and seem to always have your brain on pain and discomfort that's making your life very difficult, you begin to feel that perhaps you are a hypochondriac or what's worse, that other people see you as one. Whether you are or not, you still feel pain, sadness, and dispair which brings me to this quote from Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows by J.K. Rowling:

"Of course it is happening inside your head, Harry, but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?" - Albus Dumbledore

Tuesday 23 July 2013

Random Health Memes

I'm tired of being broken.. Innumerable things that just won't go away or pick just the BEST times to get worse. I'm sick of the pain, the meds, the utter lack of control. I'm tired of having to pay the price for every 'fun' thing I do. The feeling of failure is just wholly overwhelming and .. I'm tired of being such a painfully dull excuse for a human being.

So what do I do? Hide in a corner and cry while waving a 'feeling sorry for myself' flag? Well seemingly that would achieve absolutely nothing and further alienate people around me. Venting? Where would I even start? Everything and nothing. Life. So, writing nonsense on a blog is always the way to go! Also, chronic illness meme's always have a way to make one feel better. So here are some of my favourites!






And this is why I will be forever alone!


The best by far! <3

Oh.. and I just nearly swallowed a gnat.. Mmmyummy!