Welcome to my health blog. I am a 29 year old living with a range of strange and confusing medical symptoms and conditions including various functional/neurological disorders, Endometriosis, PCOS, Raynaud's Disease and seronegative Hughes Syndrome. This blog is to document my struggle with doctors and the impact these illnesses have on my life. I hope that in some small way, my experiences will give others who are in similar situations some sort of strength or some form of comfort. Thanks for visiting!

Some may question my choice of title but if you are ill constantly and seem to always have your brain on pain and discomfort that's making your life very difficult, you begin to feel that perhaps you are a hypochondriac or what's worse, that other people see you as one. Whether you are or not, you still feel pain, sadness, and dispair which brings me to this quote from Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows by J.K. Rowling:

"Of course it is happening inside your head, Harry, but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?" - Albus Dumbledore

Friday, 25 May 2012

Shakey pulsy..

I feel.. all yuck. It's as if my whole body is pulsing and it's really scary. My heart is beating so fast.. I don't know what to do. It feels like everything is trembling inside :(. Kinda, out of breath and I'm only sitting at a desk.

Last night I noticed while I was playing online that I was pressing the wrong buttons with my left hand a lot, then it started to feel heavy and trembly. Then it all got too much so I went to lay down. Then the rushing horrible dropping sensation happened.. like missing the step in dreams.. but it didnt go, it just hung there, horrible. I was so scared. I turned on the light and I was so pale and cold. Yuck!
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